“But I won't stop growing. I now have three healthy living children. Each pregnancy came with its own problems and losses in between. Many nights in the labor and delivery triage room getting monitored”

Rest easy my sweet baby girl. Know that you had so much love and family waiting for you here but I have no doubt that all our loved ones who have passed will watch over you and keep you safe.

Before I was in the situation I’m currently in, I used to say those things to other people too, and I only meant it in a well-meaning way.

I had such dreams for you, my love. How you would be and act. How much you would look like us. What you would want to be when you grew up.