Thank you for being a platform where I can share this publicly but safely. To anyone reading this who understands, I am sending you giant virtual hugs - it is so so so hard.
-Anonymous in Jerusalem

“Hiding in my bed

Too much happening in my head

And I don’t know what to do

so I do nothing instead

I am numb but so aware

Of what is and isn’t there

There is no way to explain

but nothing here is fair

I flushed my dreams away

a little more each day

Until it was so clear

that you were not here to stay

I have no strength to restart

Trying not to fall apart

And every drop of blood

represents my broken bleeding heart

I just want a magic button

to fast forward to a time

where I can see some light

and the pain is far behind

I know I’ll be ok

I've been down this route before

but every single time

my soul dies a little more

And the world keeps on turning

And somehow I will move on

But my dreams got flushed away

I'm so sorry that you are gone”