This anonymous follower is scared that you will read her story and not understand what she's trying to say because she "only" struggled for 18 months. And she did get her rainbow baby.

But we beg you to hear what she's saying.

"I think it's hard to talk about getting closer to G-d when it sounds preachy or when someone doesn't have a happy ending. And they don't want to hear about Gd, or they don't want to be close to Gd. It's like, ‘Oh, it’s easier for YOU to be closer to G-d because YOU had your happy ending.'

Well, I feel like *because* I got closer to
G-d, that’s what brought me my happy ending, and I only got closer because I realized that I wasn't in control. It's not like, 'Oh, it was easy, you got close to Gd because of this." But I say - ‘No, I feel like I had them [my kids] because I got closer to Gd, and had radical acceptance that He was in control."

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No matter whether you have radical acceptance or not, this idea can be a very powerful one for people who are stuck in their relationships with Gd. But remember, even if you get to this place of acceptance, there is no guarantee that you will have a baby.

You will just be more at peace with the process.