Those darn OPKs (ovulation predictor kits) and pregnancy tests...

Passover brings up so many of these difficult feelings.

How can we be free when we're slaves to basal body temperatures and the right combination of meds, organic food, herbs, yoga, acupuncture and meditation?

How can we be free when we're being weighed down by the grief and pain of losing a baby?

How can we be free when we're on pins and needles during the two week wait, trying to hold together the last vestiges of our sanity, as we wait to see if *this* cycle will finally be a successful one?

And on and on and on and on…